Thursday, June 4, 2009

Wonderful times

Life has been very good to me lately. My family came to visit over the weekend and we had a great time catching up on things. And a few weeks before that, I got to see Monica. What more awesomeness could life bring me?

Anyway, I've been very happy. What I did notice though is that not fully presenting as myself leaves me very uncomfortable. It's a weird feeling. I guess it's a very unauthentic feeling. Thankfully, I haven't had to feel that way in a long time.

Work has been very busy this month so far, as we deal with budget cuts and have to make do with less. It's been a bit stressful and now we have new servers to get ready as well. Some days I don't have to work as hard as others, but lately it's been non-stop crazy action!

3 comments:

Monica said...

I had the best time ever, Colleeny! But you already know that's the case every time we're together!

I'm so happy you had a good time with your parents, and I wish I could make the need for you to NOT be yourself go away. You are so incredibly beautiful, so completely, perfectly Colleen. And let's face it, even when you're trying to be "Not Colleen" it still comes through to everyone, even strangers, loud and clear.

Michelle said...

Hear hear! What Monica said...

Hopefully the work situation will normalize soon enough, but I'm glad to hear things are going well.

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