Thursday, October 9, 2008

Confidence

I'm not sure if my new hormone regimen is doing the trick, or simply that life is just so wonderful and happy that I am on a permanent cloud 9. Either way, I have been feeling so good and my self esteem has been way up there recently.

It's amazing how it has all changed over the past years to where I truly appreciate where I am in my life right now.

On a side note but another neat turn, one of my coworkers is playing an older version of D&D--2nd edition to be exact. She didn't have any of the books, and interestingly enough, I have a collection of a few from my old days that are all worn out from playing through the years with my old friends that abandoned me.

Today, I brought them in and handed them to her with a smile. She was so happy and appreciative, and I'm happy to be close the cover on that old chapter of my life.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Interesting Dream

So I had a very interesting dream or dreams last night.

The first dream was very realistic and peculiar. It was in China and apparently I was a Chinese woman who was a supervisor at a nuclear waste disposal facility. Before the dream occurred, there was a prelude saying that 20-40 workers died from radiation exposure that occurred during the event. Then it went on to the dream where I am browsing through a massive warehouse with other workers. Suddenly, we spot a metal bin that has a huge puddle of watery stuff next to it.

I told everyone to get out. I'm screaming this in this weird high pitched girly voice and then I quick pull up my cell phone to call the Premier. I get his secretary on the phone and I'm shaking and nervous and she transfers me to him. After getting the cordials out of the way I let him know that there was an incident and he sounds really worried. We both seem to know that this is a horrible thing, and that's when the dream ended.

I get the impression that this was some sort of premonition or that maybe it did happen? I don't know why I would dream of myself as a Chinese woman, since that's never happened before. Who knows!

The last dream was really weird as well, but more in line with my normal dreams. I was over at Miley Cyrus and her friend's house with Monica and my dad. I was kinda sad because they were gearing up for homecoming and getting all dressed and pretty, while Monica and I weren't able to attend. My dad was very nice to Monica and I as Miley and her friend left and we were stuck in the house. Then the lights went out in the house and I lost track of both Monica and my dad.