It's hitting me again and it sucks. There's really no reason for me to be depressed and I'm on my meds as well. I spent all yesterday evening when I got home in bed asleep. I felt horrible...even suicidal at times. As I drove home I wondered of unique areas to run my car off the road and hit something without hurting anyone else.
These thoughts are horrible and dark. I don't get why they are happening. I just want to be happy and now it seems as though my medication isn't working. :(
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I'm so sorry Colleeny. I wish I could fix it, make it all better, take all the depression away with hugs and snuggles. Just know that you are loved, and those who love you- who treasure, adore, and need you- are always, always ALWAYS right here when you need us.
I'm worried about you - are you getting the medical care you need for this? Please reach out and talk to someone if you keep feeling this way, okay?
It's been a few days since you wrote that, are you feeling any better? It might be as simple as having your meds adjusted. I have to do that with mine sometimes. The whole world seems to be in the dumper right now. Sucks I know. If spring doesn't show up soon we'll just need to make our own damn sunshine!
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