I've come to the conclusion that I need to get some plastic surgery done, and I need to begin working to make it happen soon. It will be expensive, but right now, I am not happy with my looks. The hormones can only go so far, and now things I don't really like are starting to become more obvious in my eyes.
First off, the hairline. It has to be fixed. There is no ifs ands or buts. It looks absolutely shockingly horrendous when a good breeze blows it back, or after getting out of the shower. It is also preventing me from wearing my hair in certain ways and it looks horribly thin in all the photos from side angles....so thin that you can see my glasses' stems through it. This is priority one, and I will get this done ASAP!
And since I'll be under the knife, there are 1-2 other things I could do. I am thinking of getting a nose job to correct my dislike of that. I have my mom's nose and it drives me crazy! Also, I would love to get breast augmentation. They currently are not of the size that suits my body frame the best.
I know I shouldn't be insecure like this, but it does suck feeling this kind of despair at times.
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Poor sweetheart. I know you have been feeling down about your appearance lately. You know that I believe to the core of my being that you are the most beautiful woman I have ever laid eyes on. At the same time, I support anything you desire that will make you feel better about yourself and more confident in who you are. I will be here for you, every step of the way. Always.
I'm kinda sad about your nose though! I really do love your nose! =)
i understand how you feel, I really really want a nose job. Thankfully I didn't need hair surgery after being on hormones though I would had, you remember my hair, real thin and balding.
Hope things are going good though despite the body dislikes. Your beautiful to me.
I don't think you're insecure. It's not like you're getting rid of wrinkles, trying to look younger or whatever. It's important that when you look in the mirror you like what you see. For some people, that requires going to the gym, or laying off the junk food; for some it requires surgery. It's just important that you feel comfortable in your own skin.
Hey, I'm the last person to be telling you you shouldn't get surgery...I think it's definitely something I'm gonna do as well, eventually.
But what I *would* suggest before you get too dead set on it is to get yourself a couple of good hair trims first. It thickens it up more than you can imagine, trust me. Try that first, dear. It may just be what your confidence needs...
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